September 22, 2009
(Happy birthday dad.)
I am being taught to journey through time, space and dimensions. What good tools I have developed to be ready for this – past life therapy, birth therapy and midwifery. Ultimately, I am to journey for souls in birth, the birth itself, and death. I am to go into the future/past to see information and bring back what is to be. I am to un-wrinkle the karma in mom, or release the reason for pain… How?
“I am your guide. There are many degrees of openness and journeying takes different acuities. I am the Spirit of the Journey that offers this service for your love. I am more active in the dark. Use me when you have questions. Use me when you want depth. Use me as your best friend for life. Your love has opened you to me as your helper.”
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September 25. 2009
Dream:
We are reconstructing Telos (the 5th Dimensional city inside Mt Shasta) in our studio. It is beautiful, perfect and meaningful in every degree, color, alignment. It’s made of crystals and stones in perfect geometries. Temples are in exact placement to support love in families and all individuals. Nature grows in the exact places and ways to support human development. There is so much excitement in this discovery. Terri N is working on with us too. One is invited into this project when it is time. The city is like the body in design. Perfection. Divine. One roof most intrigues me. It is made of Crisophase, beautiful, translucent, green. Inner authority is the most noticeable ingredient of each person in the project. By working on the “model,” it changes our bodies. Such precision, such delicious sweetness, such relevancy. It all matters. It’s all beautiful. It’s all a temple. It’s all sacred. It all reflects love. It’s rounded and made of materials we don’t know how to build with: gemstones and minerals. They are not encased, the whole building is made from them. There is no structure used to build it into form. It is built of consciousness. There are waterways the moment you need refreshment, thirst, or a change of pace. There is a red ribbon across the front. It is cut and I walk in. I’m in kindergarten again and it feels good.
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September 25, 2009
Seven pregnant mamas, two papas, and five apprentices came to an informal talk I was invited to speak at. What a blast! There were all kinds of births, and all were open to taking one more step to be more gentle for their baby. It was a lovely evening in Mt Shasta at the Flying Lotus next to Berryvale.
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September 26, 2009
I met a woman who has held a vision, since 1988, of an incredible Healing Sanctuary given to her by St Germain! (Check it out at: http://shastavortex.com/retreat.) She has been here working on it since then making inroads in the zoning committee. Everything that I felt was stumping me. She gave me the homework to create EXACTLY what I want in a Birthing Sanctuary without any constricture (is that a word) except to stay under $25 million. What a delicious assignment. Do it exactly as you would like it to be! It is getting clearer and more profound.
I have been camping two+ weeks at the river,and until now, it has been silent except for the wind through the Pines and the pure water’s gurgles. Lots of reflection, loads of letting go. The Earth is such a spectacular healer. Thank you Nature. Thank you Mother Earth. Today I’m asked to make a medicine wheel in the dry riverbed where there are millions of rock-beings just sitting in the sun . In spring, this is all under water with the snowmelt, but now there is nothing but rocks of all sizes between the two rounded riverlets of icy cold water. I am camping on the cliff overlooking this vesica pieces of flowing water.